Anyway, I knew I could use some fresh air to breathe and just get by right now. I needed life to cut me a break and I needed nothing other than a miracle. I know my miracle might seem small to you when you find out what it is but I feel extremely blessed, fortunate, lucky... I haven't expressed the thanks that is due to the people who have provided me with this blessing but I will have to make sure to show my appreciation in full extent. I don't have money right now and I don't have a job to make money, but I am trying my best to find a job and as soon as I do I'm paying back the money I am borrowing to go on a little euro trip. I am so excited. Life has just gotten ten times better with this positive thing to look forward to and think about and it just gives me so much more motivation to find a job.